anxious moment

going to get the results later from my prof. since he had taken my sample away 1 week ago to get his own data. For some reasons i dunno why he did that without our presence, perhaps he had already lost confidence in us in handling the fragile piece of masterwork since we mishandled and destroyed quite some samples before.


anyway what i'm gonna stress here is, how come he is not caring like other profs out there where they constantly ask their fyp students of their progression, their thesis, draft etc. my prof acts a little odd by totally ignoring all of those part i mentioned above and even worst, he kept the value attained from our sample. ??? witw ??? -____-''


i can't keep waiting d, later i plan to go kick his butt together with my partner.
who's with me?

the end?

i broke another fyp sample today.


i feel like jumping down from a tall tall building.
but i won't do it, it's a one way ticket to hell.


when can i finish my fyp and stop going to the freezing lab?


i'm counting down day by day but still it's going too slow.


am i too rush in completing wat i'm doing that i ruin what i do?

i think i am.