some spices of my life

a bowl of hot n spicy lai hoe tomyam maggi and a cup of ice blended red bean juice are something that will cool me down, from some accumulated stress to bad mood swings. they do not guarantee a 100% turnout, but at least they would make my life happier.


- and shortened my life, i guess -

it's coming...

ok, it's smothering me...
and the heat is making my anxiety melts little by little...


when is enough?
am i to authorize to decide?


will go on...
shud be the least i can say...

unsatisfied niu nian

yerr..so beh syiok nia..
cny holiday ended so fast...
i can still remember clearly what
i did last week with all my buddies..


then samo after dis holiday
gonna lock myself in the nanolab..
to redo my fyp samples from almost beginning.
duhhhh.... i dun like i dun like i dun like..


samo samo many tests n assigns coming up
queuing like the marching ants preparing
to conquer me. die lo. dun wan laaaa...


this cny,
meet a lot of frens,
but still a lot of frens are missing to be met.
some remain buddy, frenly,
some change totally, become stranger, n lansi. lol
( duno le, just judging from my view of point onli,
sori le, if i misjudge, and sori i'm in no position to judge )


all in all,
i realli appreciate this short holiday
as most of my treasured frens n buddies
were back and we get together for almost most of the time XD
tho' i could onli afford to sleep like 4 - 5 hours per day
but the fatigues are worth.


there goes our holiday,
let's look forward wat's gonna happen next!
till then~
yikoko is charging~ yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
die b**ch!!! eh? :p lolx ^^! = =!!

intel gg jor?

Intel is shutting down 5 plants nationwide and 2 of them are in penang.
6k ppl are expected to lose their jobs, and in nicer polite words,
they will be transferred to other facilities. Of coz this is the only thing
intel could speak of, to at least defend so to speak their reputation
from tumbling down at the corporate ladder. Some even preached
that da shutting down was the best chinese new year gift to Malaysian.
Starting from intel, would cause a massive chain reaction to related
fields and many more companies will be force to shut down in no time.
This means there will be A LOT MORE jobs cut coming on and it's realli
freaking all of us out there, especially those who are gonna grad n search
for jobs like ME!! This, is not the worst scenario that we encounter as
i believe many are up to come when more companies weather the
economic storm that should, get many of us killed, or maybe sacrificed.

Well, not all would lament, as hawkers, food industries and the likes would
probably burning firecrackers to celebrate CNY in conjunction with the
announcement mentioned above, as their working status would be boosted
up high-heaven while others affected will fall to their knees and weep.
Besides, government sectors would likely not to be affected as much as how
they survive during the economic crisis 1997. Maybe i can be a teacher,
who teaches simple stuff at any secondary school when i'm offered no jobs?

Each and everyday i could hear jobs cut at anywhere and workers retrenched.
How long shud i endure, from all these frightening nitemares that lead me with
no good night sleeps? Am i the only one suffering from it?
Let me hear the voice(s) of the affected ones and that we can stay affirm,
hand in hand, to boost our lowly confidence by having constructive opinions
and discussions.

dun worry, taken care.

yes, i...
bought granny meals so dat she won't starve,
dried up our family clothes and keep them b4 rain,
fed ours n neighbour's dogs so that they will keep on being fat,
helped up granny whenever she has difficulties doing stuff ( now she hardly moves )
and do those house chores every single day.

mom n dad, plz come back fast!!!!