unfinished road signs issues

this issue has being stirred up almost everyday on the
newspaper i read since some time ago. i must say this is
a total annoyance and it's just another unsettled politics.
can't they juz sit down and relax and mind ur own business?
if u're not satisfy wif wat's happening now,
make urself worthy of elected n be the nx CM plz,
so dat u can change the road signs back to watever u wan.
even wif oOo.

( btw, CM here means cabal master, and business means
conventional business, meaning trading. there is no attempt
of trying to influence politically, nor threatened the country's
security. dun lock me up in isa. )

chocolate molten cake

my bro brought back da cake back
from his other home, da one he'll be staying
after he get married nx year,
and here am i,
his beloved white rat,
tasting his firstly made cake.

from the appearance,
it has the colour of delicious chocolate molten,
dark brown, creamy, n even shiny. lol.
it smells nice also and from the look n smell
it's like the cake itself is asking u
" come on, hav a try of me... "

as usual, me,
the food-irresistable,
take out a spoon n scoop at it..

yuxxx...it's all like mud.
too soft, it's like all cream.
can't sense any texture of the cake.
it all juz melt into my mouth in split of second.

i tell myself, mayb da cake isn't
evenly made, so some parts may be better.

so i take another scoope,
n off to my mouth again.
well, dis time i tell my bro,
u fail, try harder nx time.

so tomorrow i'm gonna have another
try outs again. lolx.

all about booze

i admit sometimes i do sip up some liquor,
normally mixed it with coke, sprite or anything
that make it taste nicer.

but how do u define nice?
different ppl have different gauge and threshold.
some like mixing 20/80, some 50/50, some
would go for plain pure liquor.
so it's up to anyone to decide whether they like
it they way it is or otherwise.

one thing i'm sure is,
i dun like beer.

to me beer is bitter,
beer is expensive,
beer makes me feel like puking.
but i dun understand how some ppl like it so much.
and why is it children don't like beer
until they grow bigger, their tastes change?
or am i still a child?

but all in all, sometimes i do drink beer to lah...
eng siu eng siu peng iu mahh... ahahaha...
so sometimes i stil drink.
( any plot of not giving me beer will be exterminated ! )

anonymous she

i was browsing through my friendster n having supper at
the same time before going bed as my finishing touches
of the day, out of a sudden i saw one anonymous msg directed to me.
let's have a glance at it.

Date : 10/23/2008 1.34pm

Subject : hai...

Message : can u teach me how to speak bahasa korea...

??? big question mark on my head ???????????
how am i suppose to know korean?

i juz know
an nyeong ha se yo ( 嗨,你好!)
mo hae yo ( apa lu buat )
i ge mo ya ( wat is this la )
cho nun yikoko ip ni da ( watashi yikoko desu )
chi gum se mu dul sal ip ni da ( now 22 yo )
kam sha hap ni da ( danke )

that's bout all. lol.
( dun laugh if u see dis akapi, who ask u to teach me limited vocabs. muahaha. )


have u ever find someone that u can trust completely?
as in 100% trust without any suspicious elements
and that u can find rest n peace in communicating to?
i'm not referring God, of coz He is sumone we can trust
on to and i'm not referring to our parents as well.

i once had, no longer now.

sometimes i do recall those times, when i'm so childish,
gullible and yet we find ourselves perfect confidante.
wat holds back our relationship is still an unsolved mystery.
but i'm glad i once had a fren like u.

thanks for being a big impact in my life,
even though u may not know who u realli are.
realli, ur time spent was one of my most dear memories
in my life and i'm proud to know u.

wat can i do?

i am nt sleeping again, nt b'coz of insomnia, nor burning midnite oil,
but my brother locked the room we're sharing. he is not waking up
to unlock the door eventho i tried knockin the door not-too-loud to
prevent waking up my parents. big d laah, i dun wan my parents to
wake up in the middle of nite and to worry me.

i did not give up so easily, yet. there must be some ways, i thought
for a while. hence i try calling him using my mobile, but to my dismay
my line was expired, and i forgot to top up. crap. perfect timing. then
i start making weird sounds and calling him by the door n windows
but i think that went fail too due to the sound of rains and thunders.
yes, it's raining cats n dogs and now i'm stranded at the living room
to camp.

alrite, i switched off the lights, and lie down on the couch, n shut my eyes.
thinking that will do da magic but it disappoints me again when i hear
the kuku-sound of my neighbour's clock. Kuku, kuku, kuku, n again kuku....
it must be 4 in the morning. some one help me. i nid rest, n i nid a place to sleep.
it's so cold in the nites when the is heavy rain pourin from the sky n i couldn't
get any blankets to wrap myself into a.... clampshell? ( panda dun laugh ) to
keep warm. duhz..

it all went well leading me here,
and now here am i, blogging, in the mood of sleepingbutcant.
n those mosquitos, better stop sucking my blood.....

finding out a way...

previously, i've not been able to sleep well in the nites due to many reasons.
i did not do much stuff throughout the whole day, as in lack of more
energy burning activities as i frequently sit on my table desk, computer desk,
and juz driving around which is all about sitting down without straining much
of my other muscles. that makes me kinda of becoming sedentary lifestyle
with less work outs. in addition to that, my exercise routine seemed to be screwed
up with the raining seasons n my lack of determination n interest as well.

to be honest, i like to do sports with my friends. it's fun, challenging, n motivating.
but nowadays ppl tend to become more ignorant n choose to sleep instead when
they have got the time spared. i wouldn't blame anyone of them coz everyone mite
have different lifestyle, as they would have had hectic days frequently unlike me.
that makes me lazed up recently to even jog around the neighbourhood.

next is my overlong sleeping time. sometimes i slept for 10 hours, which makes my
back aches and sometimes i feel even more tired. and every bits of this cycles made me
so fussed and sometimes insomnia.

anyway, i'm having tests and assignments due dates, which are getting very close,
and i suddenly become a 'good boy' by sleeping earli and waking up earli. besides,
i even when for cycling at morning n evening, and other exercises which make me more
energetic throughout the whole day. i no longer have those 'sleepy looks' and i look younger!
oh God must have been helping me to change myself, to a better one. Thank You Lord!

-because God gives us everything, we owe him all our praise-


i woke up at 830am today, amazingly, as i would have
normally sleep through noon or even till afternoon.
as usual for a hungry person like me, the first thing
i do is to have my breakfast, of coz after brushing my teeth laa.
then i sat down on the couch, lookin at the time on the clock,
and it reminds me of my form6 life. i missed them. dearly.

form6, was one of the period i treasured most in my entire life.
more than the uni life i'm having i suppose.
i believe most of my frens would think of the same way.

form6, was the time when i realli experience fun with
my classmates, my friends, and i even start a relationship back there.
looking at the time now, reminds me again of how we spent
our time in the classrooms, how we slept through the boring
lessons, how we chit-chat in front of teacher's teaching,
how we play chess underneath our desk, how we sneak out of class
to play basketball under the hot sun when there is free period,
how we teased each other openly, and how some ppl trying to court gals.

everything, during form6 was open. as in no hiding outs.
i find that as ppl grow, they tend to do things more secretly.
they seldom open their hearts n minds to ppl,
seldom talk bout their opinions and advices,
do stuff more cowardly, even tease behind someone else.
ghee, form6 form6, i realli miss those times.

alones - aqua times

alones, by aqua times.

many of u bleach anime fans would have listened to this

song many months back, or most a year and so.
but have u guys realli ever finish listening the whole song?

i love the song so much, tho i can't understand jap.
i like the melody, music arrangement, and all
their transition parts are simply superb.
love them!!

and not to forget, there's a part,
should be the second bridge, where the whole set
of atmosphere was changed to rather, classical
with guitar plucking, or more of a latin. so cool!


today my mom cooked porridge.
tho it has oyster, pork, fish, corns and others,
i still couldn't find it to my, liking. < -- picky me
as a mama's boy, have to eat lah,
tho i dun like it, but it's mom's effort of cooking.
shudn't complain much so as i stuffed it inside my stomach.

dat was at noon,
when dinner comes, the same porridge was served again.
coz mom cooked too much, or she purposely cooked it that much,
so that we can enjoy the delicious food which my family likes it, but me.
i'm not picking da food u cook mom,
i juz dun like porridge.

every bite in my mouth, make me think of mcdonalds. lol.
as u all had known me, i'm a mcdonalds fanatic,
and i crave for it very often, as much as even i'm eating porridge.

anyhow, dat makes me more sinful,
when i couldn't concentrate during church service at night.
sometimes i attend church on saturday nite so dat i can wake
up late on sunday morning lol. lazy me. sigh.
my mind kept thinking of mcd throughout the whole sermon,
keep on thinking dat i'll go greenlane's mcd drive-thru after it
n get the sets n nuggets i craved for!
*sigh* i wish i could have such an urging craving for da word of God
instead of the worldly bread - mcdonalds.

anyway, mcds are not healthy.
yet, i choose to eat them sometimes.
no wonder there are so many smokers in our world,
knowing they will die even sooner.


i wrote something, earlier on,
but i deleted it after much of pondering.

i rewrite another thing, and again
i backspace them, thinking it's way too boring.

now i lost my mood for blogging...
eeeee....what am i doing....

random thoughts 081008

it's 348am in the morning.
i'm sleepy and about to sleep but sud
hav dis urge of blogging, so i'm here tadaaa~

i duno why i'm here, shud have been studyin for tests.
i think i nid lessons to teach me until i'm learnt. lol.
i'm a spoilt boy, sometimes i didn't even wash up my dishes.
my mom oftenly hav to wake me up for classes n even to attend church.
i always made my grandma worry me, of sleeping late n also waking up late.
my dad stil fix up my spoilt sandals in which i could do it on my own.
sometimes i forgot to feed my little doggie and it barks me back for being forgetful.
sometimes i didn't pray b4 i sleep. i'm so bad.
sometimes i didn't bring the garbage outside the house for dumpin.
sometimes i'm not helpful eventho i'm free and able to.

i befriended many new frens recently...
mostly thro meetoto.
some can chat long, and realli reminisce the icq era.
some can sing well, yet i commented on them a lot.
some play guitar there, and we exchange our thoughts n opinions greatly.
and before long i realise i should have spent my time studying
in spite of meetoto-ing n blogging here.

( i limit myself to spend onli 10 minutes in blogging this, n yes i did it! )

my little bride

The best part of "My Little Bride" is watching the dysfunctional newlyweds settle into married life. dun worry, you can safely lean back and enjoy this, without fear of being called a pervert, b'coz the film never hides the fact that it has no intention of implying anything even remotely naughty between the two leads.

They're simply adorable! They have food fights. They use rock, paper and scissors to determine who's going to do the dishes. They tease one another like a couple of teenagers flirting. In fact, if they weren't married you'd forgiven for suspecting that they have the hots for each other. Which of course makes the whole set-up extra ironic.

Between her ordering him around like they've been married for 20 years, and him teasing her about the physical aspects of their relationship, while trying to persuade her to at least let him sleep next to her, we get the sense they have real feelings for each other. If they hadn't been rushed into marriage they might have had a chance to figure that out for themselves, somewhere down the line. This is the part of the film that makes it a success. If it wasn't for the fact that we could see their potential as a couple, it would have been an awkward film. Instead this becomes a story about finding the love that was always there, despite all the obstacles the world puts in their path.

It's sweet, it's cuddly, and it's got all those signature scenes we've come to expect from Korean comedies. There's the one where the guy has to carry the girl home on his back, the one where they sing karaoke, the one where something extraordinary happens, but it turns out to be a dream. I know these scenes, or variations of them, have been done a million times before, but rarely do they work as well as here. It's a dark a cruel world out there.

Death and disaster can strike at any moment. You work too hard and they don't pay you enough. Whatever your particular beef with the world is, I can assure you that it'll seem a little less serious after watching this film. Wahhaaa..

more pics XD

( ps : the actress actualli resembles someone i know, [ at least i think that way, others may not agreed ], she almost has the same traits and personalities, haaa.. anyone know who i'm referring? dun bomb me~~ or i try ask her out and we could have a compare!!! )

hali laya

what's gonna happen to me during hali laya?
my parents gonna dump me n go kedah for their relative visitation.
( actualli not dump lah, they go pakthor ma, if i tag along like chor ju sai..)
ne***n gonna go back kl to do his homework which he cannot do here.
i gonna sit at home and rot again!! garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

i juz realise i din blog for almost 1 week ad, haa.. time flies
when u fully utilize ur time given which is 24 hours a day.
ironically, time seems to be moving rather slow when u're
so bored at home and u have nothing in mind to do anything.
wat did i do for da past 1 week?
hanging out wif my old buddies lo...
they all came back for laya holiday wut....
so always lim teh, dota, lim teh, dota onli loo....

i also realise my backbones are aching everyday
due to overtime of sitting without moving around whole day long.
wat a sedentary lifestyle i'm having..
fat die u <----
walking zombies, come on get up n work <----
are u gonna do something else besides sticking ur arse there? <----
ur muscles are gone, u have no shapes now, u look terrible, come on get pumping on <---
did u even shave? <----
do u know eating in front of the cpu is not hygienic? <----

i'm complaining again, brooding over the same matter...

this column,

is for me and u to say anything u wan... come on, bring it on~