lost in space and time

i couldn't sleep well these days.
my eyes just wouldn't shut until late midnight.
i tried getting to bed early but in vain.

so what do i do?
i surf net, read articles, friendster, read blogs
and even get some you-tubing just to fill up the time.
don't flame me for not reading text books or doing revision since i'm so damn free,
coz i just can't do those when there isn't any tests coming.
finally my eyes get to be heavier and at least i can jump off to bed.

however,
lying down the bed doesn't mean i get to sleep.
yes, my eyes needed rest, but my mind just isn't willing, yet.
i need to spend some more time to venture into "hollow space"
until i'm mentally tired so that i can finally be able to doze off.

conclusion? i spend plenty of my time doing nothing.
it sucks so badly coz i'm having it like a daily routine.
i'm getting mental disorder, am i not?