went for teh tarik after usual nite class and i'm feeling so taxed out and moody.

i am certain that i have had enough sleep throughout the whole day
cause my other classes had been canceled for convo stuff
and i'd been resting for the whole afternoon.
but why am i feeling so tired still?

my eyes are burning, my face turned pail,
i swayed despite of walking, my mind blanks.
i dun have clear judgment.
i become emotional and irrational.
jokes became sarcastic
advices became tyrannous.
and i became defensive regardless of anything.

came back home, and mom said i look so green ( pale )
dad ask me why am i looking so tired? i keep myself silent.

to think of it, maybe they gave me some pressure which i dun like!!
i asked for help yet they gave cold shoulders.
i helped out yet they gave up on me! NOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!
this is so unfair! but the world isn't fair, rite?
friends are so worldly. i miss my hengdai!!! miss yall so much!

7 Comment(s):

Little Bug August 13, 2008 at 12:30 PM  

Pressure? Cold shoulder?
I think you look so pale because of your sleeping time is not in coordination with your biological clock la! If you sleep at 12am and wake up 8am and see. Wowwwwwwww... Beautiful morning.. Wakaka!

KID August 13, 2008 at 2:03 PM  

family wont giv up on u...
as for hengdai too...wahahaha
once a hengdai always a hengdai!!!
get more rest...dun join too many nation =P

p/s: procyon rules!!!!wahaha

DarDar August 13, 2008 at 2:33 PM  

who bully my hendai???!!!! i go pek him... wakakkakakkak

PåñÐã August 13, 2008 at 4:12 PM  

panda bully ur hendai?

yikoko August 14, 2008 at 2:23 PM  

little bug : ya, i nid to adjust my biological clock back to normal aikz.. need some time i guess..

kid : da problem is i rested too much, n i think i shud join more war instead to get myself tired wakkaa

dardar : u at so far, how pek wor.. hehe but thx la for concerning.

panoa : since when ur name become panoa? not panda liaw? eeee

PåñÐã August 14, 2008 at 3:11 PM  

its PåñÐã lah, your baka blog can't read the font, cis~ pek pastor!toast mee kuu! hahaha

bug August 15, 2008 at 1:57 AM  

Me also. Holiday always makes people couldn't sleep earlier... Err.. Hamilai?!

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