moody

went for teh tarik after usual nite class and i'm feeling so taxed out and moody.

i am certain that i have had enough sleep throughout the whole day
cause my other classes had been canceled for convo stuff
and i'd been resting for the whole afternoon.
but why am i feeling so tired still?

my eyes are burning, my face turned pail,
i swayed despite of walking, my mind blanks.
i dun have clear judgment.
i become emotional and irrational.
jokes became sarcastic
advices became tyrannous.
and i became defensive regardless of anything.
aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................

came back home, and mom said i look so green ( pale )
dad ask me why am i looking so tired? i keep myself silent.

to think of it, maybe they gave me some pressure which i dun like!!
i asked for help yet they gave cold shoulders.
i helped out yet they gave up on me! NOOOoooooooooooooooo!!!
this is so unfair! but the world isn't fair, rite?
friends are so worldly. i miss my hengdai!!! miss yall so much!