the finished journey

I think i'm done,
for the involuntarily involvement.

The string is now cut apart,
where there should be no sign of attachments,
anymore, at least, i assume.

I learnt something throughout the process,
as i begin to find "life" in me,
now i have more feelings,
now i'm not so numb,
that now i have affections.

Sometimes i would think it's best
to build some distances,
so that i won't step on others' toes.
and so others can live happily without
my intrusion, that could trespasses their
peaceful territory.

On the contrary,
i realize i am just too coward,
to face new challenges,
afraid of being reject,
unwilling to move from my comfort zone,
stagnant and yes, stiff-neck to the very end.

However,
i'm beginning to believe.
That life of mine isn't that suck afterall.
There is still room for love and feeling to fade.
And if i'm given the privilege this time,
i hope that's the right one.

i should move on,
i mean i must have,
ohhh.... i think i had.

4 Comment(s):

Loreta January 11, 2009 at 5:25 PM  

What la you...
So chim eh...

yikoko January 11, 2009 at 8:53 PM  

hmmm...it's juz something rough.
as i write, i feel better.
thx for reading also XD.
dat day i phone u but u dint pick it up, tot of asking u for supper. :(

yikoko January 11, 2009 at 8:54 PM  

thx brenda. for ur concern. realli.

bug January 13, 2009 at 12:52 PM  

Got meh?
My phone shot shot. I don't know you got phone me also.
Haiyo.. Miss chance to yancha pulak. Haha!

this column,

is for me and u to say anything u wan... come on, bring it on~