ok i admit it.

yes, i did tumbled for that tempt.
it almost got me,
note the word ALMOST,
as my past evoked how painful it is,
when i chose a distorted path of my own.
but i got to be grateful of the past,
so that this time i do not,
plunge into deeper darkness.

tho' the entice is wide,
my eyes are kept closed n hands clasped
as i seek first the permission from higher authority
before i devastate everything again.

i'm always reminded of being special,
as God made us all special, in His image,
so i hope i can stand firm,
and not sway by the pressure of the crowd,
to pursue what they know little of.

i'm having wars between my mind n heart
each time this reoccurs in my thoughts,
hope it all will fade,
as i believe time is the best medicine,
for all that it takes.

3 Comment(s):

Pamara Lim Siew Ling January 17, 2009 at 12:18 PM  

ur english is good.
hmm, pray and ask Him about it, He will show you the way.. man cant judge you, only God can.

yikoko January 17, 2009 at 4:06 PM  

thx pam.
sometimes i stil struggle at the horizon of light n darkness in me. but fret not, God helps, i do believe that.

bug January 20, 2009 at 6:47 PM  

Haiz.. I check dictionary again.. Haha!

Wei! Why you struggle in light and darkness? You should always choose the light isn't it?

So chim until I'm not really understand..

Haiyo...

this column,

is for me and u to say anything u wan... come on, bring it on~